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He is close to escaping into dreamland when the sheets of the bed below him shuffle.
Taeil cannot get the image out of his mind. When Jiho was finished and brought his plate to the sink he touched Jihoon's arm longer for it to be a friendly touch. Sleep means his mind will shut off, he will stop replaying the scene he witnessed earlier. He wants to get to bed, he wants to sleep. Tonight, though, no one is awake but Taeil. On occasions the members are up, Kyung might be whispering a prayer or Minhyuk might be humming an R&B song. Taeil can hear him slip on some clothes and quietly leave the small room all seven boys share. But usually he stays in bed, staring at his ceiling and reflecting on the day. He can stay up, tweeting with fans or watching videos, all he wants.
There is no curfew for him enforced by his manage, like with the younger members. He has always been a night owl, staying up until three-four in the morning before he would finally find rest. Taeil noticed that Kyung's smile would slowly dissolved every time he spotted Jiho and Jihoon together. Not only was Taeil hurt, but so was Park Kyung. The small actions would result Taeil to be filled with insidious emotions of envy. The sparkle and twitch appear every time Jihoon glances over to Jiho. Or in the dorms, before they would eat dinner Jihoon will be watching television with Jiho. If he watches their televised performance he sees it, Jihoon will look over at Jiho and the magnae's eye will twitch. Lately he has seen the twitch and twinkle a lot. Taeil didn't care if he fattened Jihoon up a bit, if he saw that twitch and twinkle he was fine. Taeil took advantage of knowing this sometimes, secretly buying the kid nacho chips despite their manager's strict ban on junk food.
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Through the few months of knowing him, Taeil could tell if you flashed Jihoon a bag of nacho chips or a DVD of his favorite movie his right eye would twitch slightly then both would sparkle.
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Taeil also learned how to tell when Jihoon really liked something. It made him look like a foolish monkey, but cute none-the-less. He knew when Jihoon would be getting mad, his top lip would curl in and he would protrude his jaw a bit. In fact, being around Jihoon heightened Taeil's ability to read the magnae like a book. Jihoon was not impervious to Taeil's special skill. Just being next to Jihoon and his ebullient personality would vivify him. The happy-go-lucky feelings radiating off Jihoon would regenerate Taeil. Everything the rapper did was cute, even if it was intentional or not. They would sit next to each other chance they got. Taeil attached himself to the youngest member. Because he pushed away any and all relationships, Taeil did not know what it was like to have such passionate feelings for someone. He soon realized his feelings for the rapper were not just platonic. Everything this kid did brought joy to Taeil's world. He'd focus on all of the rapper's special quirks like the way he would always rub his eyes from left to right, or his habit of squinting one eye whenever doing a show of aegyo. Then there was him, the groups youngest member and rapper. It was childlike and carefree, very pure and real. Or the way the rapper would glance at leader Jiho hinted that true love was still alive and well. Such as the way Kyung would smile, the gummy but bright smile illuminated a room and emitted nothing but good vibes. There were things that he noticed that kept Taeil out of the darkness completely, though. The main vocalist was being pulled into a state of moribund and it was almost time to call it quits. He could not see anything but the dark sides of people's inner feelings. No matter how hard he tried he could not push away his cursed ability. Happiness was a concept Taeil found difficult to grasp. It was starting to bear down heavily on the already short vocalist's shoulders. And he could not help but note the disposition and doubt on Jiho's face when he would tell the group that it would get better, they would make it big one day despite the leader's cold poker face. He had to see the pain in Jihoon and Yukwon's faces when they would be informed they would be cut again. Every morning his hawk eyes would catch Jaehyo glaring at Kyung with intense feelings of disgust. He had to see first hand how people could hate each other so much, despite their best to hide it. As he got older and sense heightened it became more of a hindrance than a gift.Īfter joining the idol group, Block B, he had to become close to people. Quickly, he gained a skill to read anyone and everyone he knew, just through their mannerisms or movements. Through his quiet passings in the school halls he would observe his peers' emotions and actions. That's not to say he did not ignore them. Taeil did not have many friends growing up. and Zico's relationship, as seen through the eyes of Taeil.
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